MY DARK & EVIL WINGS ARE BECOME USELESS LEH~

~05 Nov 2009~

early in the morning...

i hv sent a msj 2 ask VV...

but her answer was"WHY U & K ASKING ME SAME QUESTION..?"

n she said tat me ady long time noe she wan 2 leave tat shop leh...

n she said if me wan leave...

juz leave bah...

she nothing 2 say...

i ask her why she disappoint with me..?

den she answer me is bcoz i wan leave tat shop but didn't tell her...

& the things make me feel down,bad & sad is...

"I HATE IT"

i think she hate me...

n why she dun let me go..?

i m her angle...

an angle with a pair of black colour wings...

dun u noe why is black colour but not white colour wings..?

tis means i will take care of her by back door(默默守护着她）...

but i dun b'live is she can said tis 3 words..."I HATE IT"...

my heart get shot terus sampai my wings...

she ask me 2 c on her blog...

ya~she was wrote in there me oso important 4 her...

but why she said hate it..?

me n K are juz a staff...

why so important 4 her leh..?

i juz wan 2 noe...

but she can't answer me...

Why she said she hate it..?Wat does she hate 4..??

~04 Nov 2009~

me,K,VV &OF stay at shop place...

n i hv slept...

after me wake up...

VV asked me 2 promise her go 2 daji...

at top floor...

she asked me Sephiroth had said wat 2 me...

n my answer is...nothing...tats all

den she juz walk away...

for a while...

she said she wanna 2 go bac home liao...

n she said her fren cum n fetch her...

i think after she bac till home...

she msj me...

she wrote tat 'I FEEL DISAPPOINT WITH YOU TWO..'

wat i hv done..??

why she wrote feel disappoint with us(K&L)..??

after i hv received tis msj...

i call her immediately...

bcoz i juz wanna 2 noe why me make her disappoint leh..??

but she nvr pick up my call...

i noe she dun wan listen to wat me & K wan 2 explain...

but nvm...

i will ask her 1 question 4 her...

03 November 2009

i thought me very happy...

bcoz i thought me n mukai can get a new job liao...

when i reach Chow Kiat...

i juz feel there not a niz place 2 work...

but nvm...

when the time i went bac home...

i heard tat gt i person booming him...

bcoz of v 2 person wan过档from tat shop...

n leave her alone...

i think is my false...

is me...

calling kai 过档with me...

n make thier relation no gud d...

n nw i oso wat 2 do...

b4 tis promblem tat i made...

thier relationship was so gud de...

however i 妒忌...

but nw i c them like tis...

my heart feel lagi sad...

yes...

is my false...

i m an EVIL...!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so FUCK...

n v finis interview...

me call her;call her;n call her...

but she nvr pick up my call...

mayb she think me has bring her best fren 过档...

n v go her house find her...

she has saw us...

but dun wan 2 choi us ani more...

At 2.00pm....

v heard tat sumbody say v 2 person mayb next month will go there 守水塘with him...

n oso he said v 2 person will take care "inside"...

den v heard tat feel happy...

bcoz v no nid work 4 "outside"...

n me juz wanna 2 tell her v no more过档 le...

so tat i try 2 msj finis work go daji...

but she off...

n she at home liao...

n me nid 2 do my assign. very rust...

i not wan 2 放飞机with u d...

i hope u no angry with me...

n "him"...

hwever i dun noe wat r u 2 person's relationship...

but i dun wan 2 c her fight with "him" again...

Is My False...!!!

i oso hate myself...!!!

PLZ...4giv "HIM" ba~

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